These severe lo…
by Perpetual Slumber
These severe lows are starting to get the better of me. I’m scared of what they might make me do. I almost got hit by two cars this afternoon because I didn’t look before I crossed. Not because I didn’t think to, but because I didn’t care. I actually hoped that they had hit me. God, I wish that they had. I want to die. I”m not meant for this world.
PerpetualSlumber 
I’ve felt like that before :( I wouldn’t look before crossing the street on my bike and I’d think “who cares if something happens?” I took a lot of risks and could’ve been hurt pretty badly as a result. I know nothing I say will make you feel “all better” again, but just know that I’m thinking of you and hoping your depression and eating disorder will get better.
–Lela
You’re beautiful <3