To eat, or not to eat.
Wanting to eat, but knowing that you can’t. Wanting to scream, but knowing that it will only exhaust you. Wanting to feel something, but knowing that the only thing I can ever feel is pain. Wanting to simply die, but knowing that it’s out of the question now. I just want to be skin and bones already. Why must I always feel this way?
Another successful day of fasting :) Today was more difficult mind you. Once I break the barrier of hunger this should be so much easier.
Wow, I’m feeling so light-headed :/ If I cave before Friday I’m going to be so disappointed in myself.
Stay strong and starve on! I have to keep reminding myself, you don’t get thin and food together. It’s one or the other.