77 and a half hours and counting…

by Perpetual Slumber

This is getting harder. I’m so hungry :(  To make matters even worse I got my period today which will throw my weight out of wack, meaning that my weight tomorrow won’t be my real weight. I’m thinking of breaking my fast tomorrow morning as opposed to tomorrow night, just because I’m going to eat tomorrow anyway and I think it might prevent me from binging in the evening once I allow myself to eat. I don’t know. I shouldn’t eat because I’m fat and gross and don’t deserve it, but my insides hurt and my stomach feels like it’s twisting. My appetite suppressants work, but only for a few hours and I can’t take them that often. I’ll just see how I feel and what happens tomorrow I guess.

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