I’m physically and emotionally all over the place, and I hate it.
You know that you’ve been eating too much when your period comes back. Go away you gross, womanly reminder of my failure!
I ate like a fat pig today, ughhh. This weekend I will be strong. I can’t afford to give in. I can’t afford to put on any weight. Fat is gross. Fat is not me. I will be 53kgs within two weeks at the maximum. I will be thin. I will be strong.