Getting back on track
by Perpetual Slumber
I feel like shit after my weekend away. Food was literally throwing itself at me and with my level of willpower once I started it was next to impossible to stop. I basically binged the entire time :( I can’t even look at myself in the mirror without feeling sick and repulsed at the sight of my fat and bloated body. Ughhh fdgkjfdhgkjfbggf
The plan for this week is to fast for as long as I can and exercise like a mad woman. If I have to eat because of my parents or because I feel too weak to exercise I’ll stick to water based vegetables and miso soup. Then, this time next week I’ll weigh myself, hoping and praying that I’m either back to where I was or less.
I’m never binging again. I feel so fat and bloated, like a fat bloody whale! I’m gross to touch, look at, even to be in the presence of. Ana, help me :(