I can’t believe that I just did that…

by Perpetual Slumber

I hate myself so much right now. I don’t even know what happened. One moment I was being strong and I just had salad and then the next moment I was eating a piece of pizza base with tomato paste on it. I feel so full and fat and ughhhh. I couldn’t purge because the bathroom window opens out to the back and everyone was sitting out there. I’m not having dinner tonight and I might have a piece of fruit tomorrow morning, but other than that I’m fasting. I still can’t believe I just ate that. I ate more in one sitting than I would normally in three days. I’ve probably ruined everything and I feel so bloated and gdgfkjgfkgkdfgkfg